I came one night.. so disappointed because my partner promised to fetch me from work, but I've waited and went home just to found him sleeping!! Still, even though I was sad and disappointed again, I brought him Doritos, his favorite midnight snack while we're watching Pokemon episodes (we love it as much as kids love to watch it!) Then, I was waking him up:
(pushing him slightly)..
Me: Pah.. hoy... ang bad mo.. promise mo sunduin mo ko ah? tapos tutulugan mo lang pala ko?
(He has no reaction) I thought he's still so sleepy so he don't want to be bothered. I was still trying to wake him up. But he turned his back like I feel he's already awake but was really trying to avoid conversation with me.
I didn't stop waking him up, until I saw his tears falling. I was bothered why? I asked myself if I did something wrong. Then I kept on asking but his tears kept on falling.
Then after 15mins, he finally talked. He said: Kuha ka muna pagkain, kain tayo, saka ko kwento sayo..
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It's about me. He said I am bad that's why he's crying. But I was still full of questions, because I didn't know anything wrong that I've just done.
Then, he continue telling the story. I've learned that he was dreaming. It's about me and a third party. (Duh?!) Well, recently, we always have misunderstanding because he was just quite hardheaded. (tsk.) I once told him then that I want to go back in the Philippines (magsusumbong ako sa lola ko :p ). Seriously, I thought of giving him up. Maybe it enters into his mind so he dreamed about it.
The dream wasn't true, and I don't think of doing such things but I guess it's a lesson for him.
When I realized that he cried because of that dream, I also realize how much he still love and cherish me thought he's not that expressive person. (Kasi minsan duda nako eh, hehe)
So.. Even though for him, that's quite a nightmare, it really did make me smile somehow. :)